What are the saddest words in the English language? The obvious choices come from amongst the myriad synonyms of the word "sad" itself: melancholy, depressed, miserable, and so on. One might choose a word that describes a woeful event: murder, betrayal, genocide... Some words simply have a dolorous bent to them: meander, torpid, ennui...
But what about "potential"? An odd candidate, perhaps. "Potential" is a word of possibility, of success, of freedom, of potency. Potential is all that is and all that might be. Potential is in every branching crossroads that maps the present into the future. It is in every action, every reaction, every choice. And there is the rub of it, dear reader, for we all have great potential, but each choice we make, no matter how infinitesimal, inexorably dwindles that supply. For what is the making of a choice but the spurning of all other possibilities?
Each path we choose permanently withers the roads that lie adjacent. The pursuit one dream is the escape of multitude, fading beyond time's reach, their once bright wings bleached of reality's glimmer. Potential slips away insidiously. The wild tangle of futures we once thought glorious, intimidating even, so subtly gives way to a paved street that is all too straight, and we don't even register the change until we notice where our feet our headed. A precipice, a dark tunnel... quite simply, the place where all paths converge, the singularity of potential: in other words, death.
That is the story of all lives. Choices consume potential, the currency of living. And potential will always run out. And the ultimate sadness is that so often, in youth or in blindness, we squander our inheritance as if it is endless, or perhaps worthless. Time, life, and potential are neither. Their decline is irreversible and nontransferable, and this makes them valuable beyond all else. To make any choice, to take any action, to let a single second slip past is to expend this priceless currency.
How much happier might the word "potential" seem if each person were to treat each choice as sacred? Not to be caught in the dangerous and equally woeful trap of endless indecision, but at least to pause before choosing and remember that time and life are limited. To be confronted with one's mortality is to confront one's life, and to understand the sadness of potential is to treasure it all the more. Every thoughtless choice is a tragedy.
Dear reader, choose well.